I'm 'write' here Cil!!!!!!

Well, it's been a while since my last post...I know, I know!! Just popped in and saw my girl Cil blogging away like a real blogger and well, 'I gotta get in there', I thought. Can't let Cil get all the sunshine in the garden, hahaha garden pun!

Anyway, it's been a rough start to the lifestyle change but after a couple weeks I think I may have gotten going. I'm focused on getting healthy once again. I feel strong, Arugula will wilt no more!! That's my battle cry. I have grand plans in my head, I only hope to follow through. It's hard when you think a certain way for so long, it is really hard to turn on dime. It almost feels like a loss especially if you are trapped, like I was, in a way of thinking, living and eating. It really is a hard journey, good thing I have Cil to keep me sane in uncertain times.

Day 16 - 186 lbs.

Lightening up from the garden,
Arg!!!

Get Your Ass In Gear, Cilantro!!

Damn straight! I've been wishing that for years now. Totally feeling lazy today - not motivated to do anything, I'm tired & cold and sick of the snow... blah blah blah.... excuses, excuses - I am full of them!! 

Be the change... BE THE CHANGE!!

Love & Chip Crumbs,

Cilantro

Where Do You Find The Motivation?

Cilantro here again - sitting here, watching the snow come down & wondering.... where do you pull your motivation from? What makes you want to get up and go? I get an urge - but then it passes so quick... always an excuse... always something else to do. 

I want to be the person that finds peace & relaxation in a jog outdoors... but I keep searching for it in the bottom of my chip bag instead.

I'm going to get out there, I need to get out there.... now I just have to WANT to get out there...

  
Love & Chip Crumbs,

Cilantro

***Update*** 

Snowing like a mutha out there - but I got out there!! I sure did!! Walked to town and back about 1.5 hours - then got home and shoveled my ass off for about 30-40 minutes. It felt good!! It helped to write out what a lazy turd I am - then I had serious regretsy for not putting on big girl undies... so I put 'em on and I DID IT!! Feels great!

Look Cil...I'm bogging....

er...blogging!!!

I'm Arugula, a spicy lettuce and we're gonna attempt to 'pump' each other up...nooooo not 'plump'hahah ....been there done that!! 2013 is the Year of the Veggies and as my good friend Cil said, "Let's get out there!!" We've been taking it easy for too long, this is our year of change and if it is to be, it is up to me...and Cil!! We're gonna support each other and kick ass and take names and say no to dressings and dips and move and groove until we can't no more. Then we're gonna get up again and do it all over. Positive change is possible and I believe in Cilantro!!

Enjoy the Journey Cil (said with a Southern/Australian twang)